getting dark, too dark to see

[lizblackdog]

ever have one of those nights where every song that comes up on the shuffle is one that makes you cry?

or is it just me?

most of the time I'm OK. it's amazing what a big hole you can have at the centre of your being and still function, still even be joyful. Life wants to live. Life snaps you back to life like a rubber band. Just sometimes... it really fucking hurts.


(normal service will most likely be resumed tomorrow)