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lizblackdog) wrote2007-07-09 07:35 pm
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Most of the time my head is on straight
There's a place at the corner of my mouth where I split the skin once; I forget, now, how it first happened. The first crack healed; but scar tissue doesn't have the flexibility of healthy tissue. So every time I open my mouth wide, or eat anything harder than a marshmallow, the fucking thing cracks open and bleeds again.
And I'm damned if I'm going through life eating soft food and pursing my fucking mouth. So today my mouth is bleeding, again.
P.S. Edited to add: Bob Dylan is God.
P.P.S. Edited for the second time to add: Bob Dylan's "Oh Mercy" - I can't tell if it was exactly the right album to come up on the playlist random shuffle right now, or exactly the wrong one. Either way, it broke the floodgates. I first heard it when John bought it for me; I fell in love with it very nearly as instantly and deeply as I had with him. It was the album that had just been released when we went to see him together. It hurts like hell to hear it, but it hurts in the right way; beautiful and cathartic. I think it was what I needed.
Most Of The Time
Everything Is Broken
Where Teardrops Fall
Ring Them Bells
P.P.P.S. I told you, it wasn't you.
And I'm damned if I'm going through life eating soft food and pursing my fucking mouth. So today my mouth is bleeding, again.
P.S. Edited to add: Bob Dylan is God.
P.P.S. Edited for the second time to add: Bob Dylan's "Oh Mercy" - I can't tell if it was exactly the right album to come up on the playlist random shuffle right now, or exactly the wrong one. Either way, it broke the floodgates. I first heard it when John bought it for me; I fell in love with it very nearly as instantly and deeply as I had with him. It was the album that had just been released when we went to see him together. It hurts like hell to hear it, but it hurts in the right way; beautiful and cathartic. I think it was what I needed.
Most Of The Time
Everything Is Broken
Where Teardrops Fall
Ring Them Bells
P.P.P.S. I told you, it wasn't you.