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The hurt gets worse
fucking arm. attempted IM this am. was probably a mistake. hurts like hell now. v. happy to talk to my sweet boy though :)
am so bored with lurking and barely posting.
thread at TrekBBS admirals' lounge: "men you ogle but have no chance with". all the other loungewomen are posting TV actors. top of my list is another regular lounge poster. am debating posting his picture in there, since I'm not entirely sure how he feels about my goodnatured stalking - although I'm quite serious when I say I want to rub him with smoked salmon pate and lick every single scrap of it off. would even do it w/out the pate. what do f-list think?
fellow loungers, you know who I mean, don't ya?
also, dog-inspired split lip looks exactly like a fucking cold sore. i know it's not, but it makes me double-take when i look at the mirror. I'd think twice about kissing me like this if I weren't me. why does this shit always happen right before a weekend?
am so bored with lurking and barely posting.
thread at TrekBBS admirals' lounge: "men you ogle but have no chance with". all the other loungewomen are posting TV actors. top of my list is another regular lounge poster. am debating posting his picture in there, since I'm not entirely sure how he feels about my goodnatured stalking - although I'm quite serious when I say I want to rub him with smoked salmon pate and lick every single scrap of it off. would even do it w/out the pate. what do f-list think?
fellow loungers, you know who I mean, don't ya?
also, dog-inspired split lip looks exactly like a fucking cold sore. i know it's not, but it makes me double-take when i look at the mirror. I'd think twice about kissing me like this if I weren't me. why does this shit always happen right before a weekend?