The hurt gets worse

[lizblackdog]

fucking arm. attempted IM this am. was probably a mistake. hurts like hell now. v. happy to talk to my sweet boy though :)

am so bored with lurking and barely posting.

thread at TrekBBS admirals' lounge: "men you ogle but have no chance with". all the other loungewomen are posting TV actors. top of my list is another regular lounge poster. am debating posting his picture in there, since I'm not entirely sure how he feels about my goodnatured stalking - although I'm quite serious when I say I want to rub him with smoked salmon pate and lick every single scrap of it off. would even do it w/out the pate. what do f-list think?

fellow loungers, you know who I mean, don't ya?


also, dog-inspired split lip looks exactly like a fucking cold sore. i know it's not, but it makes me double-take when i look at the mirror. I'd think twice about kissing me like this if I weren't me. why does this shit always happen right before a weekend?

Comments

[cottonmanifesto.livejournal.com]

Drugs, drugs, and more drugs! The cause of and answer to all of life's problems. :)

I say post the photo with some kind of humorous comment as caveat.

[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

just took an anti inflamm. pill. I have a joint and a half left and am resisting smoking it till tonight, otherwise I'll doze around all day doing nothing then wake up & be restless all night.

[cottonmanifesto.livejournal.com]

I've never had success with treating pain with pot - it just seems to make it worse!

You need Bailey's ... and lots of it!

[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

it does help with this injury, perhaps because of the muscle-relaxing thing. still not touching it till after the dogs' supper though.

I have no alcohol whatever in the house :(

[ulva.livejournal.com]

Hmmm, I wonder who that could be... Since I'm not entirely sure of whom you're refering to it's difficult to say but I guess the man himself isn't entirely in the dark. I think the two victims I can think of would be able to handle it.

[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

I'm talking about the salty hot blond fellow commitentphobe with the bad elbow and the unrequited crush on some damn woman in Boston who's not ME. There's also Flukie. I want to lick his brain and do bad things with that dimple he has.

graaahhh!

[ulva.livejournal.com]

Ah yes. That one. Go for it. Both of them.

[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

good point. looks less like stalking if there are two, doesn't it?

[kiss-kass.livejournal.com]

I'd find out if he was okay with it beforehand.

[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

probably wise. though people have done embarrassing things to him before... however, tongue in cheek as it is, it's also a real crush, so perhaps I shouldn't.

though people have done embarrassing things to him before...

[ulva.livejournal.com]

Like my admirals 'shipping thread with this particular man as the main character perhaps? ;)

Re: though people have done embarrassing things to him before...

[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

*sigh*

yeah... that 'ship didn't have many supporters, though....

[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

i did it.

though I included Flukie as well (who I also fancy rotten) so as to make it less stalkery.

I've never made any secret of fancying either, so I figured, what the hey...

[beebarf.livejournal.com]

It's a toughie. I guess as the category is "have no chnace with" if you kept it lighthearted you should be okay - although both you and he could come in for some playground style ribbing, I suppose, depending on the mentality of the BBS :o)

Sometimes, you've just got to take a chance though - if I hadn't, Mr Beebarf wouldn't be over here now - we met on a newsgroup :o)

[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

We already get playground ribbing *pointed glare at prime ribber mutarada*

main reason there's no chance is bloody great ocean between here and there. sigh.

[beebarf.livejournal.com]

Oceans can be crossed :o) Mr BB was living in Canada when we "met". And neither of us had any money!

Just be careful what you wish for, because it might just happen! LOL

[emily-shore.livejournal.com]

If you're not sure about something that seems borderline-stalkerish, then don't do it. I've been left feeling a bit creeped out by an admirer on TBBS recently, and it isn't pleasant...

[james-the-evil1.livejournal.com]

Damn the arm :(
I really miss you :(

[angriestangel.livejournal.com]

You know both of them well enough to do it in a serious yet jokingly manner. And it's not like you haven't said it in plain sight before. Although you do know that one is shy compared to the other ;)

[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

I already did it :D

I thought of including your Dad too, but he doesn't have access to the AL yet, does he? seemed wrong when he won't see it...

[angriestangel.livejournal.com]

I was absolutely perplexed when I read that ... till I realised you meant Shatna!

[mutarada.livejournal.com]

As someone who is certainly not subtle myself, I'd say its ok. I mean, they both flirt with you in there and would probably take it as a compliment. I'm the same way with Dama. Its all in good fun :)

[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

I did already.

But I think I killed the thread :(

Oh yeah, Grizzly's done a poll: who's more attractive, me or Claudia Black?

Luckily, you can vote both, so you can vote for me without it being an outright lie. Besides, I'll shoot you if you don't.

[mutarada.livejournal.com]

Don't worry Liz. I have yet to post in either thread. And I plan to :evil:

[boywhocantsayno.livejournal.com]

It's probably just as well that I'm still only a Rear Admiral.

(I think. I haven't looked at my rank recently.)

'Cause if I had access to that lounge, I have a few names on my list that I would be posting...