The days become the walls you never wanted

[lizblackdog]

There's a loop of elastic cord round the door-handle and hooked round a screw in the door frame, the video tapes are holding it open and there's a laundry basket the other side of the gap. Cassie can get round it easily enough but it discourages Spike.















I finally got through to the pharmacy - same phone number - and the girl who works there not only found my pills but she is bringing them here on her way home at lunchtime!

I can't express how profoundly grateful I am for that. I'm in the sort of state where I can barely imagine riding on a bus without having to hide under the seat. I can manage the hospital because I don't get a choice about that but it's become very difficult.

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[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

I shouldn't have neglected my pills. I'm lucky - I can stay very stable as long as I keep taking them and it takes weeks of not taking them to make me crash, but sometimes that lulls me into a false sense of security.

thank you :)