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lizblackdog ([personal profile] lizblackdog) wrote2006-06-28 12:42 pm

The days become the walls you never wanted


Bedroom door Bedroom door - 2



There's a loop of elastic cord round the door-handle and hooked round a screw in the door frame, the video tapes are holding it open and there's a laundry basket the other side of the gap. Cassie can get round it easily enough but it discourages Spike.



OMFGKittens - Day 19 - 1 OMFGKittens - Day 19 - 2







Cassie on my chair - 1 Cassie on my chair - 2





I finally got through to the pharmacy - same phone number - and the girl who works there not only found my pills but she is bringing them here on her way home at lunchtime!

I can't express how profoundly grateful I am for that. I'm in the sort of state where I can barely imagine riding on a bus without having to hide under the seat. I can manage the hospital because I don't get a choice about that but it's become very difficult.

[identity profile] christinuviel.livejournal.com 2006-06-28 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry, I didn't realise you were feeling that bad!! That's great of the pharmacy girl - you'll be feeling better soon ... *big big big big big hugs*
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[identity profile] lizblackdog.livejournal.com 2006-06-28 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I never let people know till it's over if I can help it. It's not exactly over now but I have the pills in my hand, a visible chemical end to it, and that alone makes life a billion times better - not to mention the awesome act of kindness.

There really are a lot of good people in the world.

[identity profile] christinuviel.livejournal.com 2006-06-28 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
That's very strong of you, keeping it in like that (although just wanna say, if you ever do want to talk about it during it, am always here) ... And yes, there is a lot more kindness in the world than it's usually given credit for - even "the kindness of strangers".
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[identity profile] lizblackdog.livejournal.com 2006-06-28 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
It's the old stiff upper lip thing. Or like a wild animal - I don't like to show vulnerability, you know?