She might think I've forgotten her; don't tell her it isn't so

[lizblackdog]

I dreamed that I found a stash tin while I was cleaning, and inside it there was a big rock of crack cocaine. Like sex dreams, drug dreams always wake you before you get to the good part, so it ended with me searching my flat for something I could improvise into a crack pipe.

I want to wash my brain.

Comments

[mandrakescreams.livejournal.com]

I feel what you are saying.
Sometimes I'll dream of cooking up and wake up with that niggly pain in my stomach.
*hugs*
B xx

[lizblackdog.livejournal.com]

Yes. I get that one as well. Crack is a little harder to deal with, because there's quite a large part of me that remembers vividly how good it was. I could turn down heroin without hesitation; flush it down the loo if I found it. Crack - all I can be sure of is that I can stop myself actively going out looking for it.