Either way, it's something real and true, that you can hold on to, and that gives you strength.
I was afraid to ask exactly who John was ... though of course it was someone very dear to you ... now I've read the other comments, it's even more moving to read your words about being broken, and putting yourself back together again.
Thank you also for your comment about my friend. It's disturbing to realise how much of a daily thing loss really is, how much a part of life. I really admire your strength.
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Date: 2005-11-16 05:38 pm (UTC)I was afraid to ask exactly who John was ... though of course it was someone very dear to you ... now I've read the other comments, it's even more moving to read your words about being broken, and putting yourself back together again.
Thank you also for your comment about my friend. It's disturbing to realise how much of a daily thing loss really is, how much a part of life. I really admire your strength.