I'm seriously wondering if this heat is going to kill me.
can't eat, can't stop drinking, can't think straight, am soaking myself in cold water every few hours. it feels like the only thing keeping me alive.
mum is doing well at T's, Maisie is fine in London with E. I'm wondering if some of this isn't just the collapse now that the immediate responsibilities of having to rush round coping have been lifted.
however, I've been wondering for a while if there might be something wrong. I've always kept my liquid intake on the high side, but needing 5 litres a day is a bit excessive even for me. There's also been the raging thirst if I'm separated from something to drink for more than fifteen minutes, the faintiness if I don't eat in the morning, the incredible lassitude and foggy thinking - I never do well in the heat but this last week I've felt constantly hungover and I can't spend five minutes on the couch without falling asleep. None of this is normal for me even in the heat.
sister T phoned halfway through typing this entry and nagged till I made a doctor's appointment. the annoyance of getting there on foot/bus has put me off, there's no direct bus and I'm not up to walking far in this weather. however, I still have Mum's debit card (with permission) and Mum says I can get a taxi if I like.
doctor's appt, Friday 14th, 4.20pm. mustn't forget it.
forgive me if I don't comment much today. love you all. but my head's spinning and I'm going to go lie down.
can't eat, can't stop drinking, can't think straight, am soaking myself in cold water every few hours. it feels like the only thing keeping me alive.
mum is doing well at T's, Maisie is fine in London with E. I'm wondering if some of this isn't just the collapse now that the immediate responsibilities of having to rush round coping have been lifted.
however, I've been wondering for a while if there might be something wrong. I've always kept my liquid intake on the high side, but needing 5 litres a day is a bit excessive even for me. There's also been the raging thirst if I'm separated from something to drink for more than fifteen minutes, the faintiness if I don't eat in the morning, the incredible lassitude and foggy thinking - I never do well in the heat but this last week I've felt constantly hungover and I can't spend five minutes on the couch without falling asleep. None of this is normal for me even in the heat.
sister T phoned halfway through typing this entry and nagged till I made a doctor's appointment. the annoyance of getting there on foot/bus has put me off, there's no direct bus and I'm not up to walking far in this weather. however, I still have Mum's debit card (with permission) and Mum says I can get a taxi if I like.
doctor's appt, Friday 14th, 4.20pm. mustn't forget it.
forgive me if I don't comment much today. love you all. but my head's spinning and I'm going to go lie down.
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don't worry, I've made the appointment. it'll get taken care of whatever it turns out to be.
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If it IS Type II and you catch it early enough, dietary changes & pills & a bit of weight loss might be able to address it without needles.
Glad the salt drink is helping tho.
From what I read about squash, it's got a LOT of sugar in it.
So not only were you leaching out sale you were adding a lot of sugar. That probably wasn't helping either.
(tho the blackcurrant still sounds yummy)
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my usual flavour is white grape and peach. I pour half an inch of squash into a 1 litre bottle and fill up with water.
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I suppose Kool-Aid would be the American equivalent?
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Oh, my psycho LJ stalker is back, Nye pointed her out to me in a comment on my most recent post lol
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*goes to look*
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BTW, I've loved seeing the pics of the kittens! I hadn't been keeping up with blogs whilst I was in Siberia, so I didn't even know you had kittens until I got home!
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(I know not all forms of diabetes require injections but it'd be a possibility if that's what it turns out to be, and that scares me)
the kittens were a surprise to me too. the arseholes who gave me Cassie didn't tell me she was pregnant (they say they didn't know, but I believe they did) and the vet who confirmed it guessed she was four to five weeks along when she turned out to be seven weeks along, so they arrived two weeks before the earliest date I was expecting them, too.
they've been brilliant, though. Cassie has handled it all like such a pro. She's so great.
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You are actually in danger of dehydrating yourself by drinking too much water.
Your body needs salts in order to be able to retain a lot of the water (simplified explanation). By drinking 5 liters of plain water a day, you are flushing out the necessary salts from your system, which makes it hard for your body to retain the water.
You will need to switch to a rehydrating drink. Either get those sports drinks, or make one yourself.
Measure all ingredients precisely. Small variations can make the drink less effective or even harmful. Mix the following:
* 950 ml water
* 1/2 teaspoon (2.5 g) baking soda
* 1/2 teaspoon (2.5 g) table salt
* 3 to 4 tablespoons (45 g to 60 g) sugar
Drink that.
Stop drinking plain water. NOW.
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I don't think I have any baking soda in the house...
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However, add some salt to your squash, about half a teaspoon to a litre of squash. That will make things way better until you can get baking soda.
Also, try adding some extra salt to your dinner today, or eat some salty snacks.
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but I never made the connection when it was me. hah.
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it's just that I think I'll collapse if I try and go out shopping now.
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it tastes fucking weird and yet bizarrely satisfying, which I believe is my body telling me that was what I needed. thank you for that excellent piece of common sense when I was too brainfrelled to come up with it. :)
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What the bloody blue fuck is "squash?"
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Squash_%28drink%29
I usually remember to translate into American as I go along but I'm too hot today...
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We've got 33C here today.
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And on the plus side, it's meant to be 10 degrees cooler on Thursday!
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I rang them up and said I'd like to see my doctor as soon as poss and that was the soonest they could give me... which is why I don't go to the doctor all that often. Most of what goes wrong will have gone away by the time they can see you.
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apparently there are thunderstorms in london. I wish there'd be one here.
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Hope ya feel better :(
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That salt thing
thanks :)
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Little concerned about you though. Could in be "heat stroke"? No, I'm not being silly :). The symptoms do sound similar. Just keep drinking water.
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it rained in the night. JOY!!!